the beautiful Ruby-Throat Hummingbird

"the Ruby-Throat Hummingbird is actually the sun in disguise, and he is trying to court a beautiful woman, who is the moon."

- A Mayan legend

dope

car part is funny to me lol ..

a thought about jerk.

.. wassup with this jerk shit man.
its really irritating and of course im on the phone with ashton all the time so im always hearing jerk songs or him talking about someone else jerking or seeing him over web cam jerking...... WHY!
jerking is truly a MOVEMENT a dumb movement though! like what the hell. and then the Jerk music to go with the jerk dance is nasty af like what the fuck "im the pussy monster" bitch who gives a flying fuck i bet his ass is a virgin, thennn there pretty much promoting smoking (weed) and popping (ecstasy) and the main people that jerk are black people and there listening to jerk music and some of them think its cool to do all that shit. shake my head . when is it going to end?

Gerald Felix Tchicaya U Tam'si

Forest

Where are the flowers that smell
of the warm flesh under the armpits?
In paradise on the victim's burial mound
Those that as a child I lapped
closed my burning eyes
the sun itself on my cropped head
through it was all red lead
ah! I still danced though I had no woman
hilarious toads and astounding pythons
as if my dead returned through them

The Belly

Slobber within the masks will serve better for this carnival
than grinning on a thousand different notes
But since I have only one face
Over that alone shall I pass my hand.
The flat horizon of this country splits my heart
If I recoil everything bristles suddenly!
I will stay at the gate with the wind in my side
but with tornadoes in my belly

THANKKKSSS ASHTON :D

Since Ashton gave me Mos Def cd early ( THANK YOOUU, really appreciate it ) I was able to enjoy his music especially ROSES by Mos Def and Georgia Anne Muldrow that's me and Ashton favorite song on his album. But his album is GREAT.BUY IT WHEN IT COMES OUT!

hahaha middle school days ( my foolish days)

My Class


lol...good times (i guess)


lunch time


Myles and Solo

"I believe that there will ultimately be a clash between the oppressed and those that do the oppressing. I believe that there will be a clash between those who want freedom, justice and equality for everyone and those who want to continue the systems of exploitation."


- Malcolm X

I MISS MY CAMERA! !!!!

a chunk of my heart is gone every since my camera mysteriously broke. :/

weird dream.

had a crazy dreeammm!. it was about how the earth was ending and everything was getting sucked in a hole and I was on the phone with ashton crying saying I want to see him again and stuff like that, then the phone went dead, I didn't know where my parents were and my house was getting sucked in the hole rapidly so I decided to stay in my house and I stopped crying and just dealt with the fact that it just might be time for me to die. So after a while I got sucked in this DEEP hole i decided to get out my house and see the damage, of course it was a lot of damage but i was trying to find a stick or something for me to climb back to the surface which I did and when I came back to the surface there was a group of unknown people who pushed me back down but ashton caught me and pulled me back up.