people,really?

omg man.... and they ask me why the FUCK i don't eat meat. i meant thats fucking ridiculous! OMG!!!!!those fuckers!, how dare they treat those calves like that THE FUCK!, if i see them EVER walking down the street its going to be a automatic beat DOWN. Just because we are 'higher' organisms to all the other ones out in OUR fucking world, we shouldn't just treat them like SHIT cause we can. There like our ancestors if you really think about it.

&&&& FUCK MONSANTO, there all a bunch of LIES, bullying the real farmers who are trying to do shit right. and FUCK FARM FACTORIES, like who would wanna serve almost everyone false food?whats the purpose? money?, smh..i have nothing else to say.

horrible saturday night!.

blah la ta da, its freaking saturday night and im bored as all hell!, there isn't nothing on tv (idiot box) and ... my bestfriend is on punishment (don't know how that randomly happened) so i don't really have anyone to chat with... like i do but ., its to late to call and i don't feel like aiming ppl and ish. SOOOO .... i guess im assed out in some sort..fyi i think its time for a powerful, everlasting revolution cause i was like thinking last night around 3 a.m on just w.e really popped up in my head and i came to a conclusion that everything is all FUCKED UP. <-(Period)

"i was feeling insecure.
you may not love me anymore."
-john lennon

the more real u get the more unreal it gets.
and real is a mutha fucka.
but there is always someone who is by your side who doesn't understand shit your saying.
life has no definition.

shit on MY brain.

and i am still alive.
life is just continuously changing in sooo many ways, new ppl coming in, ... and i guess old people who i NEVER thought was going to leave did... consciously or unconsciously i don't know... but it does sucks like majorly., but i don't know what else to do... what else to say... don't know how many times i called like lol... whenever i do he is either busy or not there or mom is on the phone or he picks up and says he'll call back but never does... don't know if hes ignoring me or busy, so many questions to be answered so many wholes in my heart that still hasn't been filled including this brand new one, ... but what can i say?, what do i do?, keep trying or just forget and leave? i really don't want to though that's why its so hard to make a decision .... is our book finished????