i see you.

Haitians , i see your misery but i cannot dream to feel your pain.
i sent my prayers in the wind.
may nature pull your hearts together in unification.
-love Asha.

you remain living.

happy birthday Martin Luther King.
your life is still in others.

.... i have so much shit to put on this thing that know one looks at lol.
i shall do so over the weekend.,

yea., 2010 . haha what a ride this shall be .
anywayyysssss, watching family guy purposely for the first time.
im slowly starting to like it.

its just me and my piano bench.
:) i sit on it and fucking magic happens .

here we gooo.

2010., hm.
more problems. -_-.
less peace.
hopefully shit will change.

.. . .,... masdasndajsdasbdsdbaskjda...

...... i don't know what to say about this.

koo shit.

http://theillchildren.blogspot.com/
check it ouuutt, or else you'll die!!!!

12-25-09; activity Day

hahahaha i was ridin' high

12-25-09; Main Gifts.

thankful man.

just some random pics. I HAVE TO GET BETTER!!!

check it out.

AVATAR! , very very very dope. , the 3D shit isn't anything to rave about though, it actually made my eyes hurt lowkezie, but anyways its so much in the movie that i loved. ummm just know that the people aren't Avatars...i forgot there names (-_-) but lol chea, the people are representatives of a tribe in Africa called the Maasai, there very tall and slender and they make beautiful jewelry and usually have weapons on them all the time (spears and stuff), they drink cow blood because they believe it makes there body strong and warmer. But i believe there one of the oldest tribes in Africa. But um in the movie the people pretty much look like the Maasai's but they were blue and had like dark blue zebra patterns. The movie is really 'deep' and it had some type of... hold on me when i left the movie theater and still to this day. so CHEA , check it out.

Avatar- a manifestation of a deity or released soul in bodily form on earth.
Deity- a god or goddess

12-24-09

hmm, plan for toddaaaayyyyyyyy.
cook, cook, begin iagain on my story, write, and work on my photography!!!, got super inspired by some old family photos i found in the closet :). I will post them over time , some tonight probably.

hm., maybe he got the message... if not then well i guess it was a faze.
but im glad to have him back :).

:/

i wish i could find a way to bring our friendship back together again.
no lust mix with it.., just pure friendship...
but as i try to talk to u ., u simply do nothing ... except noticeably put no effort into a conversation that could've bloomed from my one sentence that i sent u .
our flower is dying and im trying to save it... save us..
but u are distracted by other fake flowers with there artificial sent ..., and im ... we ... are dying.

.. i don't feel complete without u in your bed comfortable in your home in my heart.,
u disappeared ... im still walking but im limping.

UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!

blog is under construction ... for a while.

..lmao

WTF!

im soooo mad that myspace bought imeem!, i don't have NONE OF MY SONGS THAT I FUCKING LOVE!
OMFG, ........ this is some real BULLSHIT!.
all my underground 'peeps' i can't find them because there not fucking MAINSTREAM!
wow. , sigh, breathe in ... breathe out.

ex-SITE-ment

:), im back.
Friday was my LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!, to happy man i have 3 weeks to refresh and do some shit i've been trying to do, i can start painting again and get my jewelry game going again, do my music on piano my goal is to to finish Nardis by Bill Evans and a few songs, work on my photography a bit and shit so cheaaa , im excited :), everything is going to begin tomorrow Monday 12-21-09, why? because thats to me the real first day of my winter break cause im not going to skizol.

yep.

hmmm, life, i guess u can say its becoming more and more ... .. . difficult, cause with joy there is problems, and with problems there's confusion, i've been use to confusion for a while now, so i guess its eating my heart up., but its all good., one day things will be ok and my PERSONAL problems, will one day not exist, but until that day i remain enslaved under confusion, but i do find joy in this lust that im trying to fulfill i call it 'love' truly i don't believe in it anymore lowkey, so im trying to create another title for it., but, chea chea that feeling in certain quick moments or seconds brings joy... and hope into my heart , then it quickly goes away and confusion seeks in me. Sad story? , no i just call it sanity.