numb=safe

i feel nothing anymore.

and its me.

and its spoken.

There's no future only present.
Love is just a fairy tale that children wish upon on.
People are representatives of ignorance, blind and deaf.
Nature and Animals are our best friends that we take for granted.

Fucking Fuck

... i cannot find this song that i like so much!.

,,,horny vampires.
lmao OHKAY

no tittle.

im reaching and reaching and reaching, reaching, reaching, reaching, reaching, reaching and reaching and no one is grabbing my hand so am i insane am i really a man
but i checked down below and seen nothing hanging low
except my heart that people step on
so imma continue riding on my copper bike dedicating my life to drive bys with acid water that squirts out my water gun

... and im done lol.. im distracted with this movie called 'Trick or Treat'.

Asha vs. Karren in thumb war . . . during Spanish class

on the plane going to New York

oh and in have that mask on to protect me from just ERVERY THANG lol.
and i cut my hair. i don't know if u can notice... but chea, its not a big deal.. people who knew the length of my hair would notice but not others.

tired.

Airport tomorrow at 12.
got my shit pack.. probably gonna leave something i need behind though. (That always happen)

different eyes, in 3 steps

1.

2.

3.


same pic, different interpretation

interesting

,mm, i never missed someone like this for a loonnng time., don't know if thats a good thing or bad thing, but w.e.
i guess it really takes someone to step out of your book (life) for a day or months or years , decades, w.e for you to really realize how much that person means to you.
i mean like if your whole day is just OFF because you haven't talked to your 'person' then i would think it means that..,
u really care...
"love" that person.

\and im ouuuttt

p.s.,
im raw, like organic trail mixes at whole foods... bitch.

p.s.(x2),
and im upside down..... peace

people,really?

omg man.... and they ask me why the FUCK i don't eat meat. i meant thats fucking ridiculous! OMG!!!!!those fuckers!, how dare they treat those calves like that THE FUCK!, if i see them EVER walking down the street its going to be a automatic beat DOWN. Just because we are 'higher' organisms to all the other ones out in OUR fucking world, we shouldn't just treat them like SHIT cause we can. There like our ancestors if you really think about it.

&&&& FUCK MONSANTO, there all a bunch of LIES, bullying the real farmers who are trying to do shit right. and FUCK FARM FACTORIES, like who would wanna serve almost everyone false food?whats the purpose? money?, smh..i have nothing else to say.

horrible saturday night!.

blah la ta da, its freaking saturday night and im bored as all hell!, there isn't nothing on tv (idiot box) and ... my bestfriend is on punishment (don't know how that randomly happened) so i don't really have anyone to chat with... like i do but ., its to late to call and i don't feel like aiming ppl and ish. SOOOO .... i guess im assed out in some sort..fyi i think its time for a powerful, everlasting revolution cause i was like thinking last night around 3 a.m on just w.e really popped up in my head and i came to a conclusion that everything is all FUCKED UP. <-(Period)

"i was feeling insecure.
you may not love me anymore."
-john lennon

the more real u get the more unreal it gets.
and real is a mutha fucka.
but there is always someone who is by your side who doesn't understand shit your saying.
life has no definition.

shit on MY brain.

and i am still alive.
life is just continuously changing in sooo many ways, new ppl coming in, ... and i guess old people who i NEVER thought was going to leave did... consciously or unconsciously i don't know... but it does sucks like majorly., but i don't know what else to do... what else to say... don't know how many times i called like lol... whenever i do he is either busy or not there or mom is on the phone or he picks up and says he'll call back but never does... don't know if hes ignoring me or busy, so many questions to be answered so many wholes in my heart that still hasn't been filled including this brand new one, ... but what can i say?, what do i do?, keep trying or just forget and leave? i really don't want to though that's why its so hard to make a decision .... is our book finished????

and that's how it is.

as days are continuing to go by i notice how things are literally changing, growing apart, becoming less and less transparent. it frustrates me to know that its really just me in this world who sees situations differently. im really done caring. I've notice that its a waste of time caring over someone, (people in genera)l. If you don't care about shit then your all good no heart aches or stress or just extra UNWANTED things laying on your shoulders. Time and time i put myself out there and it ends up becoming a dead alley when it could have became a long ass street (lol)., so its all good i guess, but to sum everything up in this post im pretty much saying i slowly became heartless.

video games?

mannn, ashton got me hooked on these facebook games >:o lol, i don't even have a facebook im always on his playing those gameessss, i feel like a lil toddler i now sometimes put the game in front of my homework lol. but i usually still get it done :).

blah blah blah

grrr... i've been lazy lately, not really lazy but just pushing shit aside, important things. BUT NOW ITS TIME TO WAKE UPPP., so today me,jovanna,glenn,baby glenn,janee,jovanna mom, and glenn sister are going to the PUMPKIN PATCH (woo hoo), then after were all probably going to grab something to much on, then when im come bacckkk im going to research EVERYTHING that i've been meaning to look up on :).