8/14/09

one day.

As I stare outside my bedroom window
I see a peek of sun and grayness
Thoughts filled my mind as I stared at the to birds chirping away.
I started to see trees walking and insets coming out of there homes hummingbirds moving in slow motion
Rabbits, dears, tigers and bears walking in my backyard like it was there's
As I blinked 5 or 6 times this world that I thought didn't exist and only dreamed of became my reality now that I found out what really hides inside this foggy but steep whole that separates imagination and reality
Nature calls me "Asha" it repeats multiple times I can smell its scent every time nature say’s "hi" I’m now hypnotize in your words you speak to me theirs no second guessing when I think about your love for me
I can smell your tears every time it rains because of how people treat you
I will love you as long as you forgive me, us, we for hurting you constantly
I burn incense and smell the flowers that you brought to me
We cannot reject your dogma, as it will smack us dead in our face, your power will never be defeated by man's machinery
I stare at the soil knowing history lies in each and every layer that forms underneath the concrete
Forever we stay together
Two black minds combined together creating a tsunami filled with knowledge that will one day destroy all of everyone and everything.
I seek divinity in your living organisms reflecting your beauty, I cannot wait any longer until we finally meet.
but for now its just my love music what a supreme being he keeps me company, every time I close my eyes I see floating keys in my sky surrounding the silence at night but your still with me because though I see him and only him I can smell your scent from your oils on a stick.
With you in my sight, smell, and on my mind the vibe is so right.
why can't imeem full songs play??
"You can kill my body, but you can't kill my soul. My soul will live forever."

- Huey P. Newton

the 3 {P's}


photo credit: me
purpose: I cut some fabric off my dashiki and i put together this bracelet. To me, the colors and patterns says a lot it also matches with everything you wear and i notice its very noticeable, I get comments on it all the time, and this is my favorite bracelet that I've created (in some sort) so far.
person in the photo: ME . lol.

the 3 P's

picture credit: me
purpose: i don't know. random moment.
person in the photo: me

8/13/09

Mom and I conversation

ME: "have you been watching Lords of the Revolution?"
MOM: "No, wait yes wasn't it on the History Channel?"
ME: "No... it's on VH1, they were talking about the Black Panthers yesterday, you missed out!, i was lowkey hype when i was done watching it, simply because everyone was pretty much on the same page back then, well most African Americans were."
MOM: "Wait, its not black history month."
ME: "I know, is there a problem with them talking about the Black Panthers in August lol?"
MOM: "No, But VH1 is trying to distract us!, there's something going in politics or something that there trying to hide from us!."
ME: "..well i highly doubt they are. that's why we have the news mom"
MOM: ".mm, your right (laughter chuckle laughter)"
ME: "-_-" (my face when she's done laughing)"

8/12/09

August, 12th , Thousand-Nine









i love this girl (my cousin) lol
she's always there for me when i need someone to talk, though sometimes i choose to just keep some shit to myself.
but anyways, yesterday wasn't just one of our little shopping days, we were shopping for Glenn's B`Day! yayy :)
lol of course it was fun, kinda hard though cause we didn't know what to get, BUT we worked it out and got him some cool stuff.

8/10/09

man i really don't like how like the best songs don't last for long.

8/9/09

TRUE BLOOD!
THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY!
its deep man and DOPE AF. real shit.
OMG! who ever does not like it needs to CAPOWIE CAPOWIE (kill them selves)
like i have a freaking orgasm looking at the shit! and its a good one! mutha fuckas!
:), watch ittt!!!

Judicious Literature.

The greatest achievement is selflessness.
The greatest worth is self-mastery.
The greatest quality is seeking to serve others.
The greatest precept is continual awareness.
The greatest medicine is the emptiness of everything.
The greatest action is not conforming with the worlds ways.
The greatest magic is transmuting the passions.
The greatest generosity is non-attachment.
The greatest goodness is a peaceful mind.
The greatest patience is humility.
The greatest effort is not concerned with results.
The greatest meditation is a mind that lets go.
The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances.

Atisha (11th century Tibetan Buddhist master)

A TRIBE CALLED QUEST.

:)
i love them.