9/26/09

life in a day.

man.., soo this week was just a stressful week. I mean from school, to my parents on my head bout some dumb shit, wanting love, some personal shit, just... everything wasnt good at all, i had an emotional breakdown, i just wanted to be gone disappear out of people lives by ending mines. But umm friday (yesterday) it worsen, my mom and step father was getting on my head bout some damn key that i lost and i was stressed out cause i had 4 tests that day and i just walked out the house crying, sad on the bus listening to my music people asking if im ok and shit (Started to get annoying) then i went to cafe aroma to meet ashton and he was all concerned and i finally just kinda broke down crying at the gas station so we were walking to school and i was whatever then around mm... 4th period in geometry class i started feeling better cause something came randomly, so me and ashton is at the school library happy and stuff so my day started to look better, then my tests weren't that hard except SPANISH! that dum shit smh i so cheated lol, so by this time (12:30 or so) im pretty straight, not crying and im some sort laughing and im just like damn if i don't find this damn key my parents are gonna be mad and i don't feel like hearing there shit so i went to the dean office and asked if someone turned in a key and with a leather holder and she said yea! so me and ashton are happy and some sort suprised and then she was like i might have thrown it out... so in my head im like wtf, you threw out somebody key like wtf .... it was sus to me, so im like excited and lowkey mad so anyways 15 minutes in the office was some sort a waste of time, and me and ashton went to uhh tomato pie got a slice of pizza and went to his dad car, he was kinda mad cause i didn't call him and tell him we were at the dean and stuff (that was my bad) so the he dropped me off and Ronald was sleep (my step dad) so im lowkey tryna tip toe to my room so he won't wake up and i was like thats dumb cause he lives with us so its pointless, soooo pretty much i said i couldn't find the key and gave me a lecture and that was that (Wasn't as bad as i thought it was gonna be) then my grandfather wanted me to come up to his home which i did and he was like so guess where were going tonight and i was like where and he was like to go see your favorite pianist and i was like noooo AHMAD JAMAL! and he was like yea so i got suppa excited and went downstairs charged my camera and got dress met him in person! omg my face was red lol i was able to feel the blood in my cheeks lol it was amazing he is amazing man. and yea that was my day (yesterday)