the 2 {P's}

photography: Me
purpose: This is what I declare.

the 3 {P's}

photo credit: Me
person in the photo: Jorden
purpose: It reminds me of my cold, skinny, distorted heart held closely in the palm of someone hand.

insider joke.

ahahaha.
coach ep-ei-dada
lmao!!!!

woop woop

GOT A NEW CAMERA!!!!, here's a few pictures I've taken so far. Of course I have other pictures besides nature but... I wanted to post these up (obviously).

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above me is Venus & Serena Williams (The Tennis Players) in 1997.
smh... really Common. Serena? Could have done waayy better. Glad she's OLD HISTORY!

ms.hoe

Jerzey is gay.

New Chapter.

I went from a ovule to a receptacle holding my beauty in whole
creating thorns to protect that one bee from hurting me,but though the grass covered my roots you still seen right through me u skipped my marigold petals and went straight down to my heart, u then forced your love in me weighing me down so heavy but i still seen the beauty you carried so perspicuously it blew my mind straight down on the concrete. I let you go..... and surprisingly I'm still standing, though i gave up on love i still see peace.... ..peace in myself.. I finally have a peace of mind. something I've been striving desperately to find in my past life.

interesting.

Sin is a word that has been greatly misunderstood and misinterpreted. Literally translated from the ancient Greek in which the New Testament was written, to sin means to miss the mark, and an archer who misses the target, so to sin means to miss the point human existence. It means to live unskillfully,blindly,and thus to suffer and cause suffering.

Homes are the graves of living- Nomads

im trapped in my fancy jail cell.

one day.

i wanna go to the bathing ape pirate store!!! sigh. that's where me and pharrell are going to get married at and have our kids.

YEEAA

Towa Tei.
dope dope dope in a weird odd way.

higher - towa tei

Technova (La Em Copacabana) - Towa Tei

MM.

can i be a nudist?

WHY!

Arnold Schwarzenegger Governor of California. ... :/

Open Mic Anyone?

does anyone know like a open mic show or what not where i can spit (recite my poetry) at a cool time in the day (7 p.m)

Summer Time.

My summer: Lonely, Fruitful (Watermelon and Cantaloupe),pictures,music,and Legos!

same thing different place

new hair do... i guess :/ i want my hair how it was before! gesh!.

haha my man. Love you Marley no doubt about it. I get high simply listening to your music. r.i.h (rest in heaven).

I DONT KNOW - J Dilla

hahaha i like this song. beat is on point and the vibe i get from this song is playful.

this love thing

sigh...
i fucked up. badly
i feel horrible on the inside.
im a sane monster
but still trying to love
i try to express myself but end up fucking up people mentally with my confusion
i will ask for help but i don't think no one can help me
so i write poetry so someone can try to understand me
I'm blind when it comes to true love thats my weakness
im a witness when it comes to tears i caused which i try to fix and end up caring to much
karma is hunting me i can feel it in my gut
my elders says that love will block me from my true meaning in life
so i curve ball my love so i can protect me the most
selfish yea i know
but throughout my whole life i'll only have myself
there's no second guessing about that
so i would rather be safe then sorry in the end
idk maybe this love thing is just a fake feeling.

if i ever smoke this will be a song i'll smoke 2.

Riding High - Faze-O

7/3/9

My piano teacher Larry Nash is amazing. I went to one of his shows yesterday at LACMA (Los Angeles County Museum of Art)and he blew the whole thing out! there were at least 100 to 200 people and it was just fantastic. He played so many famous jazz songs and a few he composed. His daughter is also a wonderful singer and has a good personality. And also my grandfather he sung Round Midnight in front of a whole crowd without no rehearsal and he did fantastic! I'm not saying this because of he's my grandfather he truly did a good job. Though my grandfather got a parking ticket and I was freezing to the point where my fingers turned blue the vibe was great and it was all worth it.

i discovered a new passion!
cooking, i love it!!!
its fun and i can show how i feel depending on whatever i make and the flavor of the food.

black and white pages is what I left behind now as I turn to this new chapter i now see color so divine. But will this color fade out soon? Will I be more lonely then I was last night? I cry silently looking for a way out of the love madness im confused in.. I gaze on our memories we once shared but now as I analyze what we had I question the "love" that was there

- Me

A few pictures I've taken

Perspicuous Beauty. Will always be divine in my visual mind. Different colors that all mean different things but contrast with each other quietly telling a simple but complex story depending on how you see it.

:)

Hiiiiiiiiiiii

MY MAN Patrice Lumumba

I am very very very proud to be working with Guy-Patrice Lumumba (Patrice Lumumba youngest son) campaign this summer! he's following his father's footsteps and is trying to become voted to be Congo President.

check this shit out! POLITICAL ASSASSINATION!

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=5027192261852823192

me and solo day (6.19.09)

woow. so today was the last day of 9th grade! i am now a 10th grader. hahaha high school was very interesting, there was more people, dumb ass teachers, and more fights compared to the middle school i went to. I remember when i was all nerves on my first day shake my hoe now im excited that this shit is over for a few months. It was a cool experience ive matured and realized that school can be very reliable if u make it reliable.

weird.

mann.. i just noticed that regular cheerios smells like PASTA!!!!
CRAZY RIGHT?

this pic has a lot of emotion for some reason. i took this in 6th period and the girl in the picture name is Shanice she's graduating this friday (June 19th) im going to miss u :(

YAY

MY CAMERA WORKS! i can't see shit though BUT it still works :D

IM DONE

Im tired of never having any time to do what I would desire to do. I never have the freedom to achieve small goals I would like to achieve. I wish I can do things by myself, without anyone forcing me to do something they want me to do. This summer I have to go to this upper bond crap for 6 weeks from 7-3. I understand why I have to go which is only because of my math and Im only going to be working on my math from 8-12:30 but the rest is extra shit like visiting colleges and theater. This program help out kids who want to go to whatever university they dream about going. I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE! its not in my BEST interest. The only reason why Im striving to go is simply because I know that's lowkey the only way to become VERY successful. But my thing is this program help teaches u about the college life and u simply visit the college and talk about what they have to do and shit. I ALREADY BEEN TO COLLEGES! I've been to colleges outside of fucking California I researched everything that's essential for me know when I get there. So why the fuck am I wasting most of my time here. I can go to Fairfax Summer school from 8-12:30 and just work on what I need to work on which is MATH. So pretty much all of the plans and goals I HAD for myself is not even in the picture no more man. this shit sucks! I can never do shit on my own. I always have to do something someone else wants me to do.

i stepped out the box and used a ladder to climb to the sun door
when i did so i stayed there and started building my home
my friends were disappointed when they noticed i wasn't coming back to the soil i once rested on
as seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, years went by
i started to find myself and i started to express my epistemology on life
my friends that later became my foes didn't wanna hear it
they bitch and complained on how they want the old Asha back
the girl that did what we said and never spoke up for her self nor her feelings
but now i've changed
and with there reactions to the way i am questions popped in my head like
wouldn't they support the new me as they did the old me?
i stayed confused on my friends that i thought was everlasting but shortly became transient
i became lonely.
didn't know where to go , who to talk to..
it was just me and my mind
so i started to advance more and became untouchable, strong, wise, intelligent for a 15 year old
but i still didn't have no one to share my thoughts with
as i tried to with my mom she didn't listen but she heard me and said i am just 15 so i don't know what im talking about neither does she
but then he came into my life and turned everything positively upside down.
now im not lonely i am still breathing because of his heart
but
as seconds, minutes, hours, months, years go by and he's gone out my life
will i still stick around for nothing or will i instantly take my life to maintain my sanity

My Summer Plans

this summer thiiis summmeeeerrr :D
i have multiple plans!
the first thing imma do is YOGA!
then imma focus on my music some more become more "exposed" to the world as my mom says
then write some plays,stories,scripts etc. for my 10th grade year
TRY TO FIND A JOB!
do some community work for fun
read to the blind
learn sign language
participate in some leadership ish
and hang out with my friends

Asha as a cartoon???? YES-SIR-E

i think i should have my own cartoon show :)

FAVORITE PART in Next Friday

lmao my FAVORTIE PART IN THE WHOLE MOVIE go to 5:20 (listen to what he says and look at all that spit that comes out his mouth) LMFAO!